The lord is the everlasting God , he created all the world
He never grows tired or weary .
No one understand his thoughts .
He strengthens those who are weak and tired , even those who are young can grow weak.
Young people can fall exhausted ,
but those , who trust in the lord for help will find their strength renewed .
They will rise on wings like eagles , they will run and not get weary , they will walk and not grow weak
Yesterday was super :D Went to school for chinese remedial , was late but still , haha didn't get scolded. After remedial , Jiahui called me :D I was damn excited Hahah . I think i do miss her la . Meeting her for dinner later . Yay! Went for lunch with Sarah and Weifun and bused home . Came out again to met Guru and went to woodlands . Claudia and I went playing hide-and-seek . Haha , damn retarded but so fun :D Lester's mom was so nice to him lor. Hahah . His mom said : " Like computer so much , might as well take the whole cake put infront of the computer , let it sing birthday song for you " Lol . Yongler , Jonathan , Claudia , Lester , Zhengquan and Me played WII and had lots of fun at the Rabbit game! Steamboat was nice. And i think Blackie's cute. I found alot of things to be thankful over. Its like the good old times are back :D
Holidays faster come :D . Im damn excited .
We forced Lester to study! YAY hahah.
Thursday, October 22, 2009.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 5:19 AM.
Maybe this is just a bad year . Anyway , this year is going to end and the next is coming . Maybe i just did the wrong things this year , maybe i just failed as a friend . But well , i did not do anything that betray my conscience, Keep telling myself that . Kind of pissed off by myself that i'm still caring about how people think of me. Damn , its irritating me and making me feel damn miserable everyday.
Monday, October 19, 2009.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 5:14 AM.
Yongler's always asking me to let go . I know why now . Everything happen for a purpose. I know i've grown stronger. I know i've grown better. I know i've won .
Friday, October 16, 2009.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 7:59 PM.
Had such a crazy time with Jersey yesterday . Ghost in our bodies ? Jersey keep saying i'm not me and i'm possessed . She then possessed . Want to break my middle finger. Hahaha . Angel won't anyhow scold fucker one!! During guides had firelighting , one of my favourite activities in guides . During debrief , they said sec 3s do not have to go for eoy camp . But don't know why , the usual finding excuses to not go me wanted to go . Deep . I miss camp , cause its the last time with them .. nevermind , we can go out and have a great outing while they are camping in school , Last week ate eighteen chefs with Amanda and Lala .
I have nothing to say , i made things this way . Its strange how we could become like strangers . Sorry , my friend. I miss all those times .. tes .
Went to swimming with Ziwei just now , but i didn't get darker . I really want to go swimming now . Like when all the thoughts invade my mind . I think I will read the bible before i sleep . I need some kind of peace. No doubt all the thoughts are making me feel so damn terrible . I brought all this upon myself . Nevertheless , today was a great day when i think of dunkin donuts with yiying at ION .
Wednesday, October 14, 2009.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 1:09 AM.
Exams over . Still can't believe this year passed so fast . I hated this year , I asked God so many times , i keep wondering if i've done anything wrong . But yet as i looked back recently , it was not that bad after all . Yes , bad in school but yet , I learned so much about principles . Never compromise , love your neighbour as yourself , faith , hope . I did so much things myself . I went to G12 conference , i went to tct to prepare for GBD ..and everytime went home late , but without the fear i used to have . I studied alone and went to expo alone . Something that i won't even do in the past .
I promise i'll make myself useful .
Sunday, September 13, 2009.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 5:37 AM.
Went for church today , i heard from God.. One of the thing i remembered most was that Pastor said : " Never compromise " In spite of the circumstances .. never compromise . And Daniel's impeccable integrity .. The sermon just spoke to me today .. touched my heart .. not as strong as before.. yet thankful for my heart moved .
Went to subway for lunch and bused back home with cousins . Went to macs to study with Lixuan . I can concentrate :D
I'm tired of acting like i don't care.. I do ...
Saturday, September 12, 2009.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 4:31 AM.
ALL TOO LATE . Move on Angel . Stop standing there. Nothing's going to push you .
Suddenly felt the push. God ..i hope you will speak to me tomorrow . Please give me that hope. Its been long since i hear from you. Its been long since i read something related to God , its been long since i prayed to you. I really want to be like other people , to seek refuge from God , but i kept relying on my wisdom , which is really so little. I hope God will set things right . The weird thing is i know he will . But i really refuse all this . I don't understand why . No one to blame but me.I have a confession to make. I really don't like attending cell now . The only reason i go is for Ronghui and God .. I felt comfortable last time .. but not now .. i feel so out of place.Is that the place for me actually . Nothing goes into me. Heart is definately hardened .
I wonder whats wrong with me .. Kind of feel like keeping everything to myself again . Cause once i speak , everything that comes out of my mouth seems to be wrong . Like i shouldn't even say it out . i used to be able to control my words.
