The lord is the everlasting God , he created all the world
He never grows tired or weary .
No one understand his thoughts .
He strengthens those who are weak and tired , even those who are young can grow weak.
Young people can fall exhausted ,
but those , who trust in the lord for help will find their strength renewed .
They will rise on wings like eagles , they will run and not get weary , they will walk and not grow weak
I find difficulty breathing now. Physically. Wondering why is everything going wrong? It's so unlike me . To panic so much for studies and even giving up time for it. Like real precious time. And it sucks.
Thursday, March 31, 2011.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 2:40 AM.
I wish I could be there for you like how you were to me. Seeing all the tweets and everything, it breaks me inside.
Sunday, March 27, 2011.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 2:20 AM.
So super xinku I really dont know what to do . Will it be awkward if i go?
Friday, March 25, 2011.
MIRACLE HAPPENS - 4:23 AM.
Slept from 3 till now, thought was able to escape reality but still , can't force myself to sleep anymore. Don't feel like going out , or rather, i don't even feel like doing anything. Can you believe it? I went home straight for a week. Might not seem like a big deal for jc students but anyway i'm not those typical ones who go to school and go home everyday. I usually go home at 10/11 sometimes 12/1 . But now.. life seems to be taking all these away. Still reminded but what i've done. But worst is not being able to talk to you and wondering if our friendship will get any damage anywhere , wondering if there would any be scars left. But only thing i do now every night is to pray and hope things will be alright. I miss you so much. Now, i'm still thinking bout if i should go drink tonight. i can't believe whats working in my mind. .
